Narrative Documentary

My mother, a 64 year-old woman living with early-onset Alzheimer's disease has been exhibiting symptoms of the disease for several years. She has difficulty making decisions and completing tasks for daily activities and personal care. In this deeply personal narrative, I show aspects of how Alzheimer's disease has impacted her everyday life.


The most difficult part for me to watch is when she is attempting to fix her hair. Perhaps it is the very close camera angle. Perhaps personal hygiene is a more intimate subject. Perhaps above all, this is my mother, a once vibrant, gorgeously confident woman who would dress impeccably with beautiful curls kissing her head.

It is all of this.

Dogfood, curlers and dinner plates. Produced by Liz Spencer.

Music by Young Collective, used in cooperation with the terms of use by NoiseTrade.

An Illustration of Dementia

In one of my graduate program courses, I had a visual editorial illustration assignment. Bombarded with dementia issues on a daily basis, I hardly have time to think about other social and human issues. I created the following illustration of how I would describe the disease.

An Illustration of Dementia by Liz Spencer

Dementia is a collection of symptoms including memory loss, personality change, and impaired intellectual functions. Common signs and symptoms of dementia include:

• Memory loss
• Impaired judgment
• Difficulties with abstract thinking
• Faulty reasoning
• Inappropriate behavior
• Loss of communication skills
• Disorientation to time and place
• Gait, motor, and balance problems
• Neglect of personal care and safety
• Hallucinations, paranoia, agitation.

To create the image I combined recent photographs of my mother, childhood photos of her, images of a newspaper article when she was working in the 1980s, and graphics that helped tell the story of how I visually describe the disease. I also incorporated glimpses of images that held a similar emotional connection: an photograph of the May 22, 2011 Joplin, Mo. tornado destruction and a photo of human skulls in the Catacombs in Paris, France.

I found myself this week screaming, "This disease is disgusting. I hate it. I hate this horrible disease!"

The process of creating the image took several days. The closer I got to completion, the more unsettled and anxious I became--realizing the hatred I have for the disease was coming to life.

Reading the description of common signs and symptoms, I am literally nauseous. My mother exhibits every one of those signs, except for hallucinations--at least not to our knowledge.

Telling a visual story of Alzheimer's disease has been an emotional, personal process. Looking at the image that was created, an emotional reaction stirs inside of me.

Agitation, Disorientation, Memory Loss, Paranoia, Impaired Judgement, Imbalance, Inappropriate Behavior, Neglect, Destruction, Death...

Disgusting, horrible disease.